A very special day by tradition. And, it has become a tradition to make this day of the week so special. The day of the week that has always brought us together, this day of the week that usually makes us feel each other and the depths of our thoughts and emotions, hmmm... I wonder what today has in store for us.
The pressure that this importance for a day exerts versus the reality that I am seeing in front of my eyes, it certainly does not let me stay in one state of mind nor in one physical location. Most of the things are yet to be clarified or sorted or to be brought to terms but, the access is further getting restricted. I wonder, how am I going to figure out a way?!
Today is a very special day. I am not where I should be. Or, I am not where I want to be. I wonder what it is to be in your shoes to understand or at least be aware of your reality. "When there is a will, there is a way", they said. I am thankful for that because they said we should have a will to get access to the way. If it was other way around, I would have been in trouble. I know I can retain the will in me. And, I am sure I will find my way soon to you.
But, on this special day as I stand facing the direction of your location, I know you are there and it is only my vision that lacks capacity to look beyond the visual limits. So, I will work on ways to deepen my vision to find you. I will. I know I will. This, becomes my penance.
I will not let any perception to be defined as my reality or my destiny. I will by the strength of my will make you feel what it is to be myself and the doorway will invite me all by itself. As part of Frantic Diaries, this is the r, signing out from yet another post. -rPhoenix
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