WTF?...

It was not fine and it is still not fine to what has been taken away from me. If it had to be taken away, they could have probably not given it to me in the first place. Since they gave it, they could have just let me keep it with me. Instead, it was given, taken and now there is something that is causing an issue because of this mismatch.

Firstly, I should have been left in the league I belong to. Everything was fine until they took it away from me. I am not complaining. I am trying to explain how things are entangled right now. I am not even bothered as to how I feel or how I am entangled in it. It is about how people who are looking at me in ways that is making me get these questions in my mind. Alright, back to the topic. So, it was given. It was taken. And, I know I can redeem it altogether. I have that confidence. Now, this confidence is not accepted by those who are looking at me. 

If such is the case, why did they bring this bonding into the picture? I should have either been left with what I have right now or should have been given back what has been taken away from me and live happy like everyone else. They had taken it. I took time to come to terms with that. Now, when I was a bit disagreeing to what had happened, people were all around me advising me as to how I should come to terms and start rebuilding. It took time. Of course, I came to terms and I had started rebuilding everything and I have a plan to work it out as well.

But, now that I am rebuilding everything, all those who were advising me to rebuild are having doubts in my confidence or my ability to be in specific or say, they are washing their hands off from their own words. I am again not complaining. I am trying to say that if they adviced me, they should not be doing what they are doing right now. Or, if they wanted to do what they are doing right now, they should have not advised me altogether. 

So, my question to the one who wrote my destiny is like, you gave it to me and I accepted to remain in that league. Then, you took it away from me. I will not accept to go down anywhere. Instead, I am trying to rebuild and redeem and reclaim what has been taken away or its equivalent or even more. Today, while I am busy in this, I am seeing people shying away from their own words. I have excess respect on my creator but, I still cannot resist asking, "WTF?".

I will not go back in my efforts or my words. I will only push forward with more vigour and valour and try to get what is rightfully mine. If you showed it to me and told me it is mine, I will fight for it no matter what. So, there is no going back in this. There is only one direction and it is to push push push and push forward. 

My other question is, why did you involve someone who has nothing to do with this giving and taking? Say, everyone is created unique and everyone lives with hopes and dreams and desires to get their Life tuned in such a way that they want to see their wishes comes true. Or, say they want to see their dreams materialise. With equal respect given earlier, I again ask "Why dafuq?" Why should the other person now go through this? Why did you create this bond? Or, why is the algorithm in such a way that we are entangled now? I am of least concern to what impact I will face. But, for having linked this person into whatever mess I am in, I have the responsibility to find and answer for what chaos is prevailing in our Life. 

Or, for having written our fates, find some time to come down and answer to the other person at least to give them some clarity as to how or why this has happened. Why did you give? Why did you take? What are you trying to achieve by linking someone else in this chaos? And, if you feel I am capable, why does the same not reflect in the minds of those who are looking down upon me otherwise? We humans created the answering machine for a different purpose. But, looks like all you have made me is just a questioning machine. Again, with respect on fuller side, I ask "WTF?"

Just because you created me and you are not tangibly present like us, you are escaping the fate of being ripped to shreds. Well played, oh almighty! I know I can. I know I will. I know I MUST. I know I trust you. Yet, why in the minds of people have you written an altogether confusing script that all that they can see in me is what I am not trying to do?! Seriously, WHAT THE FUCK?!

I know you will answer to me. I know it all except the scenarios where you are making me scream WTF! You better answer. Or, rewrite the script in their minds. I have very little time and people are expecting me to deliver many generations' worth in it. I wonder what targets they have set for themselves or what targets you have given in their destiny. Along with that, I also wonder if you have made them realise their targets in the first place. Whatever it is, I am screaming to you, "What the Fuck? Seriously?" -rPhoenix