There is a dire need for your presence tonight. In deep thought through the day, struggling to keep the body out of pain, the mind is working overtime to find you somehow. The body temperature is so high, the joints are paining so badly. Eyes can barely stay open, the breathing rhythm is so strained out, this is no normal sickness. It has to be kicked aside and it will happen only with your presence assured.
When I fall sick, I am on my own. Loneliness cannot help fight what I have in hand. I need your presence. But, I can also see that your absence is the result of what I have done. The rapid beats of the heart is sending shock waves through the body, keeping me awake and reach out to you. But, how or where do I find you? All doors remain shut and all roads are leafing to the urge to find you. Where are you, my Love?
It would have been just a fever if your presence was available. But, even a fever seems to be life-threatening because I run out of much needed energy to keep on the hunt for you. I have to drag along this tired physical entity along with the already stressed mental entity while figuring out the puzzle to reach you.
My Love \(^_^)/, can you hear me? Are you there? If yrou do hear me, just let my apology be clear without any conditions. I am sorry. The pain is so unbearable that I feel like running to you right away. But, I have to first deal with these stream of lava rolling down from my eyes that is blurring my vision. I deserve this pain. But, at the same time, I cannot stop admitting that I also have the urge to run to you. Bubbles \(^_^)/ -rPhoenix
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