Angry...

Anger. Anger is what I am feeling more nowadays. I am not the origin of this anger although I may talk or show signs of anger. The origins of this anger lie somewhere else and from something else. How angry can I get, could be someone's testing parameter. To what extent can I keep this anger inside me, could be the area of interest for those who are making me angry. But, my anger can wreak a havoc in the deepest chambers of anybody's mind, body, heart and soul if I choose to unleash the wrath of my anger.

But, the aftermath of unleashing anger is never a pleasing experience. It makes Life miserable for the recipient and it makes me feel awkward as well. So, I keep extending my limits and sometimes considering the welfare of the opponent, I let this anger take a toll on my own health. But, when I am being constantly tested for my limits, I cannot help with any further guarantees. Just face it and burn in the heat.

There is a strange feel inside me that I might just shoot a missile's worth of heat on someone sooner. I am not the person who will always be tolerant. And, once this year is done with, I will prepare the planned delivery of giving back all the crap I have received during these years. As I am killing time, I am cooking the pot to its maximum heat so that when deliveries begin, the servings will be boiling hot to leave a scar or stain to remember the extent of my anger. So, if you wish to get scarred, keep adding more fuel. If you wish to be spared, just be careful. -rPhoenix