Attitude...

Is it for count that I write? Is it for publicity that I write? Is it for salvation that I write? Is it for wisdom that I write? Is it for timepass that I write? Is it for no purpose that I write? Is it for consolation that I write? Is it for you that I write? Is it for gain that I write? Is it for pain that I write? What am I writing for, altogether?

Where is the guy who simply managed to throw everything and everyone around and be mindful of only what mattered to him? Where is the guy who stood as the symbol of attitude? Has too much of gratitude gotten in the way of this guy's vision? Where is the guy who was always known for the ruthless decisions?

How much can circumstances impact a person's Life? How far can one stand the nuances and nuisances of people around? How much can one allow others to play around with their Life? How much can one wait to let people learn? How long can a person forego their dreams and think of only others' dreams? How better can one defend their persona for someone else's failures and delays?

Huh! Questions, I know reading them could have annoyed you enough. I am living the questions and facing circumstances that are making these questions louder and louder. Am I deaf? No. I am tolerant. The tolerance is not infinite. It is finite and it is about to run out soon. Attitude! Attitude is God! That is what I believe. This is not by any means a spiritual statement. This is certainly an attitudinal statement.

Am I accountable to find answers for all the questions? No. I will make sure those who are responsible for my position and stature bleed to answer for all the above mentioned questions. That,..... Is,.... My Attitude... And, anyone who has a problem with me or my attitude can take out that fishing rod and happily go fishing. I know I can burn the warmth out of anyone's Life. And, I will not hesitate to use this on those who belittle me in anyway.

-rPhoenix