It is in single digits now, the countdown to the D-day. I am hoping for something, that I will not be resting until I hear about it. The upcoming days will be severely testing. But, beyond it is something that is about to take you to an all new level. It is these kind of days that will make everyone realise how supreme you are. And, all I wish is to somehow find out about your results.
So many places to visit, but very less time to spend. I am on a travelling spree for the next fortnight. I am booking tickets to those places and wishing for everything to go as planned. Wow! That moment of ecstasy I so badly want to live it alongside you. The last time you did it, I could not witness it. This time, I wish I get to hear it. Bubbles \(^_^)/, I am unable to control my palpitations. I try to relax myself but the more I control, the more I fall into it. Do something. Only you can.
I am seeing it in my dreams, I am visualising it everytime I take some time for myself, oh how much I wish this comes true, the anxiety, the pressure, the anticipation, the restlessness, uff! I am not being myself, Lady. I seek your forgiveness if I do something crazy, I seek your help to keep me in one state and in one place. This is seriously developing into a Frantic diary. Even if I try to pass the days by forcefully sleeping, it makes the dreams so frantic and the duration I spend staying awake doubles up with anxiety.
I seriously cannot imagine how you are able to stand this level of pressure. I can see how things would be from your side. On one hand, I am so excited but on the other hand, the nervousness that forces me to think of adversities, no! I will better be a person with one hand and one sided belief of success. Come on, Lady! Bring it on. Give me the news I have so badly wanted to hear. I know you will. I know I will get to hear it. It is just that my amazing patience levels are not withstanding with the current reality.
As part of Frantic Diaries, this is the r forcefully signing myself out to avoid sounding panicky. -rPhoenix
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