How dare you...?

If I have to write to you, I have very less to ask. Why did you do it? What made you do it? How could you do it? That's it. The years of shame that you are living now, I have nothing much to ask about. This high level of rage, that never ending sense of disgust, the realisation of how horrible humans can be, those are the constants in Life today. 

How dare you keep your mouth shut? That arrogance you show only adds disgrace to all that you were once upon a time and all that you spoke back then. The most horrid of all is the silence. How irresponsible is your everyday where you take my Life for granted and sit there safely tucked behind two sh!theads. Is this the value system you carry with you? Is it even worth a dime? If there is any shame left, this silence won't last long.

If you think you are doing a favour remaining this way, then let me nail it. I will slap the consciousness out of you if I find you at an arm's length for what you have done. For the disgust and disgrace you have pulled over yourself, you definitely deserve one more slap and that will knock the lights out of you. 

There is no respect for you anymore. Not because you betrayed me, but because of how cunning you are today to sit quietly as if you have no role in it. How selfish you are?! When you need something, you come and get it. But, you conveniently forget or pretend ignorant that when I need you, you will not be present. How opportunistic you are?! When you knew you could dump me, you did it and picked someone else to satisfy your needs. How can you be so horrible? Let me tell you. You have made no f@cking sacrifice here. You have made everything miserable. 

My anger knows no limits. I am enraged all the time. You can stay away for as long as you want. I cannot be happy for you or your f@cked up life. I cannot wish anything good for you anymore. Every moment you continue betraying me, you will definitely pay for it. You will definitely not be spared. Something big is coming. I can sense it already. 

The actual anger inside me will burn you instantaneously. Yes, I do get angry. I am f@cking angry right now... I have all the rights to be angry on you because, you are rightfully mine. Only mine. How dare you...? I Love you, Shalini... \(^_^)/ -rPhoenix