Up the stakes... Am all in...

The stakes were really high even before it all started. It never bothered. Even now, the stakes just got a lot more higher, in fact pushing the bar to an all new altitude, where everything is at stake. Wow! What a gamble this is turning out to be?!

Roses and us...

My Bubbles \(^_^)/ Hey, my Bubbles! I am calling you. Yes. You! Come here, my Bubbles \(^_^)/ *playing edho jaruguthondhi from Fidaa*. My Lady! I need you. Damn! In what other language should I say this to make you understand?! You understand everything and you know everything, yet you sit there for reasons known only to you and me. 

Icecream therapy returns...

Every time I come here, I feel like I am coming to sit down and talk to you. It gives me a special feel to pen down here. I know someday these words will reach you or you will reach out for these words. I wait to come and scribble my heart out to you so that at least here I am free to express without being blocked or restricted. 

You are...

Hello Love! I am here. I have so much to say. We have so little time to waste. We should be playing the game of catchup with everyone's timelines. But, as of now we are taking all our time to give you all the space you need. Ultimately, what is Life if you are being driven around all the time? Let's create a driving seat for each of us so that we can drive through and live the experience fully. 

You name it...

My Love! Your silence, absence, avoidance of the altar, all that you are undergoing, all of which you are hiding from me, oh I have been such a lamer, Bubbles \(^_^)/. Today, as I stand on the terrace of my workplace and try to look beyond the skies, I am able to realise what I missed to see beyond my selfishness. Yes, my selfishness. 

Confessions...

Sometimes it is good to speak frankly and  about things that have been protected by the ego element. Today, I will let out few of those aspects that my ego prevented me from saying out loud. Firstly, yes. I have learnt so much from you which I felt ashamed to have not learnt being ahead of you in age. 

Our Universe...

So, looks like it is back to square one again. Alright. The secret to success is not in the destination where we reach but, it is the journey that matters. As far as faith is powering a quest, the success that we are desiring will be constantly evasive, but it will definitely be attained by those who dare. 

Fortune favours the brave. You are my fortune, Bubbles \(^_^)/ . And, this delay is only testing my courage. I have buckled under pressure, thrown things all around but, I am never known for giving up on you. I will always strive to bring out the actual person you desire me to be. These are very turbulent times. Staying isolated only adds to the silence and this silence only rekindles the unwanted thoughts that we should set aside. Together as we team-up, it is an added shielding for each other to stay intact and keep ourselves intact.

I have crossed a couple of paragraphs now, my Love. But, do you know that I actually feel like apologising for my actions in the past week or so?! Yes. I am sorry Bubbles. I am extremely sorry. I hope you understand my view as well. I housed so much anxiety and upon expecting something from you and failing to get it from you, I lost myself. I totally agree that it is not what is expected from someone who has been with you for so long. I am sorry raa.