Random audit...

Shushhhhh! And, observe. You have a lot to learn. Pick all of them or in random. Just look at what people are looking to make out of you?! Are they here for benefits? Are they here for gains? Are they here out of genuine concern? Are they showing signs of fading? Are they showing signs of staying? Are they giving you hints of their actual purpose? Just read all of them around you without making a noise. Stop everything where they are and do a random audit. Slowly make this activity your routine, you will learn a lot about those who are around you.

Fluidic...

Occurrences in Life and their repercussions alter our future course of action. Somewhere in between I have lost my flair. I am not even aware if I had such flair. Not anymore are these words sought after, is what I hear. I am not worried about the reasons. Neither am I trying to find out the same. It has become an addiction that I feel if I do not sit and pen down something that comes to my mind for that moment, I am not able to relax myself. I have purposely lost my readers for some other purpose. In fact, I never started writing to gather readers.

Sifting through...

Oh, I have got the answers. Now, what? The game has begun only now. Until now, there was a cloud of mystery covering everything. With the wraps off the suspense elements comes the urge to fight and win your hand. Let the words flow and be filtered. There will be a way emerging out of that. Whom do I talk to? Where do I seek guidance? It is all here that I have to pour. I have to pour all the words and sift through them to find all the guidance and support all by myself. I am ready to do that. I am ready to do anything and everything that will clear your doubts.

Explorer...

Explorer.exe is an important file in an OS. The same explorer in ourselves is so important for Life. File and Life, no big difference in their letters but there is so much importance for the explorer in each of its environment. But, this explorer file sometimes has been debated to be giving problems to people. Likewise, the explorer in us gives us problems at times. But, that does not mean the explorer has been banished.

Network...

I have been quite lame in few things of recent. In the way I have dealt with emotions or say, the flow of energy arising out of various emotions and the way I dump them has been subject to a lot of criticisim inside and outside of me. I should have channeled the flow in the right or justified way. The way I have spilled the beans seems to be tripping me over when we sit back and take a look at the mess I have left behind.

Dot Dot Dot

Hmmm... Nothing seems to be interesting me nowadays. Mood swings. Lack of interest. What else? The previous post was about pouring out, now it is about how I have not been able to find anything interesting. I went to get updates on topics like automobiles, gadgets, etc., But, not even one video I completed watching fully and not even one article was fully read. Now, I am with music. I feel like playing the songs at faster play speed. Which one should I choose? 1.5x or 2x? I rather close the jukebox and sit. To sit idle is like sitting on a hot stove now. So, here I am.

A thousand miles...

I feel like crying out. I want to pour it out. But, there is no one around. There is a heaviness inside that is consuming my inner self. There is a sense of guilt, pain and frustration that is trying to rob me of the little that I have in hand. I might have used words earlier that might have sounded like curses but, they are not alike. For whatever I have been holding inside, there is no way to express it through words. It is something that can only be experienced and not spoken out. This is something that the Gods have to answer.

Infinity and beyond...

There are lots riding on us. How much importance do others play in that is just a fraction when compared to how many lives are impacted by our actions. Be it negative or positive, the impact remains constant. Some people make us feel good and some make us feel bad. It could be in matters that connect us with ourself. In that way, you came in and made me feel connected with something that impacted me in many ways. Are we heading for a showdown here?

Matters of the heart...

You are the morning dream I wake up to. You are the first thought in my conscious state. You are the priority I work towards. You are the force that I look out for. You are my voice that echoes far. You are the dream that I crave for. You are my Love, you make me fine. You are that source of light, my eternal sunshine. Bubbles \(^_^)/ 

Revelation...

I am here to make a revelation. I guess this post will never end. This is about my more than three decades of existence. I am not here to complain or lament. I am here to reveal, just that and nothing more or less. Of all that I have come across, of all that I have been subject to. I will take my time to add content. So, this post does not end with today. It will be a question and answer session with myself.

Let us start this.