The One...

Who's the one? Who's your one? The one. When everything falls apart and everyone walks far, if you still see this someone, then, they are the one. Your true and special one. The one who would stay and would never be a stray, the one who would shield and never would yield, the one you would say to be the one you would play, is your one.

Battling out the odds...

In our journey towards success, we are not assured of anything but strife. Yes, what is gain without any pain? In this pursuit, we need to stay focused because in the due course, we are bound to face many challenges, hurdles, hindrances and sometimes even dead-ends. But, is that what we started this hunt for? If there is a dead-end, we have to find a way to bypass it and not end the hunt altogether. For, our destination should not keep changing every now and then if we are in pursuit of success or if we want our pursuit to end in success.

Without a start...

My Life is over, I said. Everyone argued with me saying I was wrong in saying so. They kept asking me why I have come to conclusions even before I have started my Life. I do not have the energy to be in this argument. They have something to cling to in their Life or they are gifted with everything I have been denied of. Hence, I understood their views and kept quiet. But, I do realise. What did I say? My Life is over? Oh, yes. I am wrong.

Midway...

So, we are half way through. A month ago were the exams and a month from now are the results. It was so tense during the exams, so tense now and will be much more tense in a month's time. But, once results are out, you are about to reach an all new level in your career. The very level you have been striving to reach in spite of all these chaos and confusion.

Head down...

Head down in shame, in this tiny world of mine, shadowed by the massive spaces owned by people, sometimes I wonder if I am a murderer of dreams- the ones that originate in my near and dear. What good is this eagerness to make everyone happy if all that I end up is creating widespread apathy? While people who see my Life term it disgusting, imagine how it feels having to live this life first hand?

The Spark...

We are growing. Growing by the day, growing stronger. What was a year ago has now become few years ago. Our togetherness, its age is also growing stronger. What was a year old is now few years old. Soon, we will be hitting a decade since we acquainted each other. OMG! A decade? Seriously? So much yet so little, so long yet so near, so far yet so dear. Bubbles \(^_^)/

The Walk...

It was early 2002. I was so interested to go for a walk. And, I prepared myself for the walk and started my journey. I was in my early teenage and I was eager to go for the walk of my life. All excited I started to walk in a slow and steady pace. With so much eagerness and curiosity, I had many visuals and imaginations about how the walk would be. Or, the dreams I had for how my walk has to be.

The Sun, Moon and... am marooned...

I sat all night long looking towards the horizon to see the sun rise at dawn. Although I know the sun would not rise anytime earlier than it is supposed to, I still sat there looking. Now, that is foolishness. I know. In fact, the sun never rises not does it set. It is the Earth that revolves and causes this. In the name of science, many ancient beliefs have been silenced. But, isn't it this lame science that taught us early in our schooling days that the sun rises in the east and sets in the west? Isn't science foolish then?

Courage...

When suddenly the flow of words stop, when the collisions in the head come to an end, when the voices inside calm down to deafening silence, when the eyes stop searching for the elusive, when the noises outside make no more impact, when existence makes no more sense, when the darkness totally clouds the vision, when breathing becomes a burden altogether, when the heart beat slows down to a mere murmur, I shall still find courage to further my foray.

Act of valour...

It is the world's envy upon us. Our togetherness in everything, our love and care for each other, our way of life in spite of our strife, all these has brought upon the envy I am talking about. But, does it matter if people envy us? We treat them as "others". Do they really need any attention? No, they do not. But, we do. We need to pay attention to each other as we do so in every passing moment of our Life.

Porcupine?... Oh, Come on...

Porcupine? Seriously, Oh, come on Bubbles. Porcupine or whatever rhyming to it, you do not match the description at all and you will never match it. So, again I ask, Porcupine? Oh, come on Bubbles. Scrap it. I still do not understand how you could come up with such a term. Still, the least time you spend looking at yourself in the mirror itself is enough to dismiss such thoughts from your head. 

Friday...

Friday! And, it is the day for them to meet. As if by magic, it always happens on a Friday. Both of them were born on a Friday as well. She never believed in such special days. For her, everyday is a good day. He always celebrates Fridays especially if it was for a meet on that day. Hurriedly, they got up, got ready and started to meet each other after a few months break. 

Dot Dot Dot...

These are times that ask for a lot of belief and faith in ourselves. So much so that the heights of our belief and faith would make people think we are insane. Well, it is actually the proportions that are insane. If we cling to sanity in everything, it is inevitable that everything in us would be labelled as perishable. Is everything in us perishable? Can we let it be so? Because, there are certain things in us that we carry with us even after parting this mortal remains.

One long mile...

Hmmmm... 

How long has it been since a heartspeak with you. 

How beautiful it feels to confide in you. 

Time and again, the way you mesmerise me with your charm, every time it is a new feel. 

Oh celestial beauty, stop by me and let me witness a smile. 

Even if it is just once in a while, I will happily walk that one long mile.

I live in you...

Does your heart beat or is it just pumping? Does your body feel or is it just numbing? Do you eat or do you just keep chewing? Do you sleep or do you just keep rolling? Do you weep or does tears just keep falling? Do you think or does your mind do the routine? Do you meet or does your people just keep counting? Most of all, do you live or are you just existing?

What is Love?...

No.No. This is simply not acceptable. This is not how it should be happening. The heart cannot come to terms. The mind is not able to rest.  Patience is afteral only limited. Yet, time is continuing its test. This was not a casual ask. Neither was it supposed to be such a daunting task. Now, looks like we both are stuck in this permafrost. In all, this bond is certain to last. 

My Rising Sun...

The sun is a star shining bright in this galaxy like many other stars do. Yet, to the earthlings this particular star is the life giver and hence is given special importance to such an extent that the sun is treated as if it is different from all other stars that we see in the night sky. To the earthlings the sun is a big ball of fire and is worshipped as God but other stars are treated as mere twinkling dots in the sky.

Silencing Violence...

From the movie, The Imitation Game, there is a beautiful mention about violence and why humans find it so attractive. After having been a subject of violence in our Life, should we not take some time to discuss about it and what I had done to avoid further violence? If you feel like joining me in this, welcome aboard Bubbles \(^_^)/. 

The Woman I saw...

Oh my, these words are not exhausting. It just keeps on flowing. I take a deep breath and continue to keep my eyes closed to see your smile, see you poking fun in your classical way, to remember the poses you try during the clicks, the way you ask me to step aside and let you do the clicking, ah! all the good stuff.

An incident...

Bubbles \(^_^)/ I see you there. Whom are you hiding from? Behind the veil of mist, I can see you walk along and sometimes walk ahead of me. After having hidden 'A walk with my words', after having culling the appearance of those treasured images from timeline, after being denied access from all these mediums, I can still see you walking with me. That, is the very reason why I let go of all these mediums upon realising that they are of no good than just causing bitterness in the guise of a sweet bridge. 

My Girl...

In this silence, through this violence, with this resilience and not to forget our compliance, we are bonded in this amazingly unique way. Everyday I come crashing at your shores like the mighty ocean, yet, in the guise of untold emotions. Yet another sleepless night, just another lifeless plight, i guess. You possess all the might to take us to flight, what are you waiting for, is this alright?

A promise lives within...

It was that sunny day, our first walk, although not of the most comforting or romantic, it was still our first. Of all that happened that day, the one that shall never be broken will be the promise. I promised. I shall live by it. Nothing or nobody else matters. For, A promise lives within you and me now. Any other word can be forgotten or written off but not "the promise". Life's lemons could have made my other promises sour but no earth-sized lemon can cause any harm to this promise that lives within you and me. 

Restless...

Breathing in and out, moving from room to room, frantically searching everywhere, the huffs and puffs, staying alert without even batting an eyelid through these nights, tiring yet so brisk to keep looking forward, visuals, random scribbles, at times talking within ourselves, making conversations happen every now and then, rehearsing for a meet at the earliest, err... just few hours ago the sun went down and in few minutes it is about to rise again. Oh my... I am restless.

The Flying Kipper...

I was just like the Flying Kipper a month ago. Flying Kipper, yes. Always alike. But, did so after nearly 1,00,000 Kms+ of driving through these highways and countryside. It finally dawned upon me as to why I should not take it up with the entire family than doing it alone. The decision was made. When my Mom was so concerned and enquired how would I be able to do this, I said, "It is when I am at my worst that I can drive at my best. So, this will be a piece of cake". 

Untitled...

A week into the New Year 2018. A month since all that has happened to create a sphere of silence all around yet, so much of chaos inside. Every now and then, I can feel you. I get visuals about your surroundings, as to what you do, where you go and so on. I do not know if this is the same with you.  Even now, as I was trying to fall asleep, I sensed something that is going on with you there. And, I am here.