A week into the New Year 2018. A month since all that has happened to create a sphere of silence all around yet, so much of chaos inside. Every now and then, I can feel you. I get visuals about your surroundings, as to what you do, where you go and so on. I do not know if this is the same with you. Even now, as I was trying to fall asleep, I sensed something that is going on with you there. And, I am here.
This is the year you have been looking forward to. The year you have been hoping to bring back all the fortunes lost in the recent past. I hope I have given way for your progress and not hindered in anyway. For, I do not know what exactly happened on your side. All I have are visuals and my strong intuition whenever it has been towards you.
So, 2018. It is here. We are all waiting to see you rise to new heights in few weeks time with the results to be out. Going forward from there would be the news of other events as you have planned. Maybe a great year altogether. Although these could be the events, I will have to go by what visuals I get to understand or guess what event is happening and when.
Hey Babe! Are you keeping well? Are you eating well? Are you sleeping well? Are you seeing your progress as planned? I hope your routine is back on track? I hope your happiness, peace of mind, Life, and all that you would complaint of having lost are all back?! Most of all, I hope you sleep on time and do not stay awake late into the nights. Sometimes, I do sense that you are not able to sleep and have some challenging time to put yourself to sleep.
Hey! How are you Bubbles? \(^_^)/
I got this urge to somehow spark a conversation with you and find a way to know from you. I keep seeing all the available avenues and just sulk and wait. Is it the same over there? This Altar brought us together, took us apart, brought us together, keeps us together forever through words. But, all these words, I mean, can all these words just mean nothing? Certainly not.
It is nice to see how the plans people make become a reality. Thus, I too made plans. Only thing, my plans have not materialised as planned. Although I find motivation through the plans people make, I do wonder why my plans alone end up messing all the time. Still, I am happy if the plans people make become a reality. At least, I feel motivated and happy for them.
Are you really doing well Bubbles? \(^_^)/
Something makes me ask that question. Deep from within, and every time I close my eyes or whenever I get visuals, I get many questions to ask you. There is noise outside. No voice. But, there is no noise inside, but only your voice. I can hear you all the time. Oh, why didn't you speak so much when I had access?
What am I typing for? What is this all about? Madness is creeping in. In all, I came here tonight to just vent out what has been bothering me from inside. I am not able to get any sleep. I hope you are asleep. I hope you are not awake into the late hours. For, I have become what the whole world is laughing at. I just do not want a same to same in this for us. Everything will be fine soon. -rPhoenix
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