Seriousness...(KEEP OFF! DO NOT READ!)

I know how many times you have mentioned about seriousness in Life. I know you have a perception about me that I have no seriousness in/about Life. I know you see only at the grass roots level of posts, Roses, about my fantasy talks and come up screaming asking if these would solve everything in Life. But,..... But,.... Just ask yourself, how much has missed your eye?! And, how much has skipped your thoughts?!...

Up the stakes... Am all in...

The stakes were really high even before it all started. It never bothered. Even now, the stakes just got a lot more higher, in fact pushing the bar to an all new altitude, where everything is at stake. Wow! What a gamble this is turning out to be?!

Roses and us...

My Bubbles \(^_^)/ Hey, my Bubbles! I am calling you. Yes. You! Come here, my Bubbles \(^_^)/ *playing edho jaruguthondhi from Fidaa*. My Lady! I need you. Damn! In what other language should I say this to make you understand?! You understand everything and you know everything, yet you sit there for reasons known only to you and me. 

Icecream therapy returns...

Every time I come here, I feel like I am coming to sit down and talk to you. It gives me a special feel to pen down here. I know someday these words will reach you or you will reach out for these words. I wait to come and scribble my heart out to you so that at least here I am free to express without being blocked or restricted. 

You are...

Hello Love! I am here. I have so much to say. We have so little time to waste. We should be playing the game of catchup with everyone's timelines. But, as of now we are taking all our time to give you all the space you need. Ultimately, what is Life if you are being driven around all the time? Let's create a driving seat for each of us so that we can drive through and live the experience fully. 

You name it...

My Love! Your silence, absence, avoidance of the altar, all that you are undergoing, all of which you are hiding from me, oh I have been such a lamer, Bubbles \(^_^)/. Today, as I stand on the terrace of my workplace and try to look beyond the skies, I am able to realise what I missed to see beyond my selfishness. Yes, my selfishness. 

Confessions...

Sometimes it is good to speak frankly and  about things that have been protected by the ego element. Today, I will let out few of those aspects that my ego prevented me from saying out loud. Firstly, yes. I have learnt so much from you which I felt ashamed to have not learnt being ahead of you in age. 

Our Universe...

So, looks like it is back to square one again. Alright. The secret to success is not in the destination where we reach but, it is the journey that matters. As far as faith is powering a quest, the success that we are desiring will be constantly evasive, but it will definitely be attained by those who dare. 

Fortune favours the brave. You are my fortune, Bubbles \(^_^)/ . And, this delay is only testing my courage. I have buckled under pressure, thrown things all around but, I am never known for giving up on you. I will always strive to bring out the actual person you desire me to be. These are very turbulent times. Staying isolated only adds to the silence and this silence only rekindles the unwanted thoughts that we should set aside. Together as we team-up, it is an added shielding for each other to stay intact and keep ourselves intact.

I have crossed a couple of paragraphs now, my Love. But, do you know that I actually feel like apologising for my actions in the past week or so?! Yes. I am sorry Bubbles. I am extremely sorry. I hope you understand my view as well. I housed so much anxiety and upon expecting something from you and failing to get it from you, I lost myself. I totally agree that it is not what is expected from someone who has been with you for so long. I am sorry raa. 

What a day?!...

My Lady! My Bubbly Love! Of all the days I have reported to work, today is the best. It is because of how I started the day and where I landed by the end of the day. Wow! So excited throughout, it was a splendid day altogether. So, how did it go? I am narrating. 

Conversations...

Everyone has dreams. Likewise, you too spoke about dreams. But, you did not elaborate on them. I understand your concerns. I wish to address them at the earliest as well. When people ask me as to why I do not make decisions and bring you to me, I just look at them and take a deep breath and just smile and leave the conversation by patting them casually. Only I know what it is like to face it all. 

Miss you...

Miss you, my Love! Oh, I Miss you so much...

I hear your voice from inside and I Miss you when I cannot catch it outside...

Walk with your words...

When I was undergoing an emotional turmoil after completing a quarter of a century's worth of days living my Life, you came in. You asked me to be in your Life. You accepted me. You brought so much to my Life. I started living. For you, to make your Life worth every moment that when you take your last breath, I wanted you to fight for much more time with me. This, my Love is still my intention to stay with you. 

Oh my Love...

Oh my Love, will you not make me feel that excitement?

Oh my Love, will you not take me into you?

WTF?...

It was not fine and it is still not fine to what has been taken away from me. If it had to be taken away, they could have probably not given it to me in the first place. Since they gave it, they could have just let me keep it with me. Instead, it was given, taken and now there is something that is causing an issue because of this mismatch.

ET...

Who is an alien? What are Extra-terrestrials? I may not be able to give you the exact answer for those questions. But, I can answer if you ask me whether extra-terrestrials exist. Yes, they do. Even, I am one of them. In what way, I can clarify. That is what this post is all about. Earlier in Life, I always had a misconception that was later clarified through a series of realisations and ultimately, I am here today penning down about the existence of ETs.

Truth...

Ahoy! So, the preparatory break is over now. Time to unleash the restricted words. This morning as I was waking up, I had the exam day tension all over me and as I tried to calm down and think, I had already come up with three topics to write on. I did not want to go with the rush of thoughts and waited till Noon and here I am, still holding those three topics intact. And, that only means, I have very little time left to start scribbling on them or about them.