Between you and me...

To ward off the stalkers, I had set this blog to appear only to our eyes. Bubbles \(^_^)/ , this feels a little awkward now. I am not sure if you would accept the request and visit the altar. Until that is cleared, I feel like I am talking to myself. Crazy, it is. It has been a really long time since we found space for ourselves. Maybe, this is a chance to create our own space as well. Just you and me, only our thoughts for ourselves without having to be hindered by any external or paternal or material influences that seem to be restricting us nowadays.

A symbol called "The question mark"...

Amidst bloody prying eyes, I try to reach out to you. Not withstanding the urge to smash those eyes to trinkets of blood, I sit here enraged and fuming. On your side, it should have been a great celebration after the results. Now, a step higher in everything you can think of, I did not post during your day of achievement just to keep my cursed presence away to let you revel in your best of the times. I hope it is safe to make a post now.

The Why and What...

When I question people, they look at "what" is being thrown at them in that question. But, what really matters is, "why" is it being thrown at them in that question". Not just in the questions that I ask people, in any question that we face, it is always wise to look at the "why" than the "what". This is one valuable lesson I have picked up after few lessons in Life. It actually happened after many hard lessons and one priceless chapter from a book. 

Our day...

This winter seems to be the worst ever witnessed by me. Not in terms of temperature, but in terms of circumstances that put me in the freezing cold many times. To fight the anxiety that is fighting inside for what awaits in a couple of days, I ventured out late nights on lone wolf Bike rides. In the recent days, your stress levels seem to be rocketing high as usual. We know it is a good result coming up. Still, we have this anxiety gripping till it is officially out.

The saint...

Hey Baby, hey Bubbles! My Bubbles!!! Bubbles \(^_^)/ Come on. Get ready. We have a beautiful celebratory mood breaking out as the weekend dawns. Party harder, scream louder, dance nonstop, sound our victory to all possible corners, explode in this exciting mood, do not let anyone behind in this bandwagon. 

Alien...

Looking into your eyes, I see my entire world encapsuled within. When I see you smile, I find how happiness so abundant is well within reach. When I seek refuge in your presence, I find how expansive your heart is. To this alien on exile, you gave shelter and seldom denied anything. 

Better late than never...

They who deny Love shall never find Love and they who deny hate shall never find hate. Isn't it interesting to find it contradictory to what actually happens? Also,  have you wondered  as to where you are running from me, Bubbles? Hey Bubbles, running away from your Love is only taking you to someone whom you will have to willingly or unwillingly "pretend" to love just for the sake of living the rest of your Life.

Supremacy...

I have seen many opportunists come and go. I have seen many fates turn upside down. I have witnessed many people rise up from nothing. And, I have seen many people being abandoned like nothing. So, when I say this, you may get two possible opinions about me. One, I seem to talk like I know everything. Two, I talk what I have seen or come across. If your opinion is the former, welcome to those who oppose me all the time or think I hate to be "proved wrong" i.e., those who think or perceive that I am here to prove what others say as wrong and make my point stand. If your opinion is the latter, then I have not met you till date or let me welcome myself because I have not come across anyone who has had an opinion on the latter side and it me who see myself that way which is what I am. 

To die for...

Last night I came across an interesting dialogue while watching a movie and it caught me by surprise at that hour. It was like, there was a random scene and this guy suddenly says "If Man hasn't found something he is willing to die for, then he isn't fit to live". So true. I do not take credit for that guy being so male chauvinistic in saying "Man". *Winks* Having known your preferences, if I were to deliver that dialogue, I would have safely put it as "he/she". 

Bubbled... (revisited)

Again, a post from the 2015 archives. And, recreated for the same reason as mentioned in the previous post. Bubbles \(^_^)/, I do this because I cannot part with even a single word or anything that is from you. Now, my readers can revisit the posts they wished to comment but were not able to do so earlier and comment on what you have to say about those posts that have been flying around since early December, 2017. *Winks* Cheers!

You, Me and Our Love... (revisited)

This is a post from the archives of 2015. I apologise for repeating old content but, I have no option than to recreate this to avoid you deleting your own comment from this actual post. Oh, what habit is that?! Also, I apologise for asking for comments when the comments section was hidden. *facepalm moment* From now on, my readers who have been so eager to read these posts of recent can comment "anonymous" if you do not wish to reveal your identity. Welcome aboard. Let me see what response I get now. Those who have been following my posts very well know what "response" I am talking about.

Daffney...

Two years ago, she lay there unable to move on her own. For nearly two months, she had been completely dependent on me for everything. She had spent her entire life span of 12 years staying by my side irrespective of anything that came our way. She drew her last breath lying down in my hands. Today marks the second Death anniversary of Daffney- the timeless legend.

Pomp and show...

Yo girl, Wassup Babe? Isn't it time enough to party? Aren't you getting ready for it yet? What took you so long to dress-up? Come on, it is high time we join everyone and celebrate this wonderful day with all pomp and show. Flaunt 'em all, just set the stage on fire. Let's walk the ramp together. And, let's romp the dance floor and rule this fine evening. 

My fairy Maiden...

My fairy maiden, let's embrace and embolden...

I have my cavalry sporting the best ever livery...

I am all set to conquer this with utmost chivalry...

The quest for Love is full of bravery...

Any such rebellion is mere treachery...

My Post...

Tears don't matter anymore. Whenever there are tearful eyes, I make sure to get rid of that reaction by the organ that keeps secreting this fluid. I assess the situation that made me end up so low and I convince myself with words people have used at me to describe me. Of course, not in the good sense, people have simply cursed and I use them to convince myself. This post is not for you Bubbles \(^_^)/ . Please do not read it. And, this I say not for you to think I am playing tricks to make you read it. This, simply is for me. Not you. Stay off and enjoy "The Love in us". *Smiles*

The Love in us...

Although it has been years since then, the day still feels fresh as it appears to be fresh for eternity. It was, it is, and it will be our day forever. The day we both experienced for the first time ever. To you and me, to both our hearts that became one, the moments we lived, the words we shared, the gestures we exchanged, the calmness we sat through, to everything pleasant we had that day, we will continue to live it all the time.

Oh, results...

Bubbles \(^_^)/ Less than a fortnight to go. I feel excited and at the same time anxiety is gripping me equally. The result is already known to me. The anxiety is all about what lies after that. Excitement is, of course inevitable. Wow! Celebrations, greetings, parties, everything around the corner. I do not know how you are going to manage all of them. 

Our Life, our time...

This is our Life, our time. Why let tyranny take over our true shades? Isn't it time to overthrow this with an uprising? Isn't it time to fight back with an overwhelming upheaval? For, they are almost done with their time and life, yet failing to reap any benefit out of their sustenance till date. This is our Life, our time. 

The night ride...

In the stillness of the night, with words ready to flow and reach you, with your presence felt all over the altar, I see that you are not sleeping on time nowadays. Maybe I spoilt you by scribbling through the night or it should be something else that is keeping you awake. Rest until dawn, rise up and run after that. But, never try to enter this world of darkness that the humans call as night. If it is in search of me, I shall make it easier for you if you let me know.

Oh, remix...

Ah, Friday! Holy day! Finally, breathing some fresh air and doing all that I was restricted to do in the past few days makes me feel much better. Watering the plants, cleaning the "lorry", a short ride in the morning, oh wait! Is this what made me recover so fast? You bet it is a big NO! Whatever brought me back was the sign from the heaven's angel. Oh! I can't wait to tell how it was. Wow! What a........................?

Kaaviyam paadavaa thendrale...

For the display picture you have in the places I can see you, I have this song that I want to sing to you. It also becomes a perfect song to match my circumstances as well. I know you would not prefer old songs. But, if you do feel like trying it out, then here's the song. "Kaviyam paadavaa thendrale" from the movie Idhayathai Thirudathae. Having fallen sick for three times since Dec. 2, every time I see your display picture, I feel this song playing in the background.

The Case of drowning...

It was a foggy morning. All of a sudden there was a sense of panic all around. People were moving  the equipment to the spot and a rescue team was rushing to the spot where something had happened just minutes ago. A crowd had gathered hindering the work that had to be done. While the crowd was being cleared, there appeared something partially drowned. The equipment was moved to reach it. And, there was more shock to it.

My Duchess...

To keep churning post after post, to keep chugging along with you like there is no limit, it all feels so magical. Irrespective of where we are today, let us clap hands and snap fingers and travel together. This journey has only a start. That is the beauty of it. There is no destination as such. Come. Let me show you what I see and you do the proceedings with regard to what you see as well.

We day!...

I still cannot believe it has been four years since our first V-day. Wow! What a gift that is?! And, when I realise our fifth V-day is approaching fast, my eyeballs literally are popping out. It is marking nearly half a decade of our everything. Wow, as I sit with that gift every time, it completely stuns me as to how much effort you have put in to craft it.

Endurance...

"Why do you sit like a stone and wait for her to appear? It is time for her to wake up. Why don't you complete your task first to at least give her something for the day?", beamed the voice from within. There was still no movement. "It is of course so painful to keep thinking about all that you have come across. But, why make her wait? Finish the task in hand first. Spend the remaining time for yourself. Always, give before you want to take. So, write before you want to see her", the voice kept mounting pressure. Finally, the hands reached the keyboard.

Strange dreams...

Not all the time I feel like writing. I sometimes feel like reading too. Those words you gave me. Good and bad, happy and sad, those posts you specially crafted for me, gives me quite a relief. Yet, I do feel something fresh from your side would make it a lot better. Even if it is just few lines, I would like to read from you. Huh, what strange dreams I have, right?

Not just a girl... Never...

To keep up my energy reserves, I need to wander far and wide, roam the unknown, tread paths unexplored, seek refuge in the unseen, find what I came for and return safe and sane to be back and fire up the signalling towers in the hope of staying in this hunt. All those who are carrying you far from me are failing to take you away from me. All those who wish to take you away from me will never see daylight when I strike.

In silence...

If it is called silence, then it is according to the world. To us, it is our license to talk to each other. In this noiseless ecosystem we rule, we talk, we share, we live and we thrive. The entire world and its pointless purpose against letting us be united can just blindly go fishing, let us just enjoy this silence. For, who they thought are to be silenced are always bonded, and who they thought to have had the upper hand are finding themselves branded, as the arrogant hypocrites.