"Why do you sit like a stone and wait for her to appear? It is time for her to wake up. Why don't you complete your task first to at least give her something for the day?", beamed the voice from within. There was still no movement. "It is of course so painful to keep thinking about all that you have come across. But, why make her wait? Finish the task in hand first. Spend the remaining time for yourself. Always, give before you want to take. So, write before you want to see her", the voice kept mounting pressure. Finally, the hands reached the keyboard.
It was Hans Zimmer again. He spoilt the night. Now, playing so early in the morning, his compositions are so addictive to the depressed. That Interstellar Main theme kept playing in the background. It just plays and the result is the flooding of all gates in the upper chamber filled with noodles. Feels as if the soup bowl full of noodles was being flooded with water. I feel my brain to be floating.
It is unwise to leave the thoughts that arise in the early hours of the day. Pay attention to it and you shall find what you seek. Learn more about such thoughts so early in the morning and you shall be answered. Imagine a face so tired that just emerged fighting out the night's darkness, many faces were not lucky enough. For now, this face has been lucky to survive. How many such endeavours to go? Only time has to tell.
As for you, you have made it through your sleep. "Arise, Awake, and stop not until your goal is reached", said the great Swami Vivekananda. If you are against such spiritual thoughts, at least arise and awake for the day. It is a new day to benefit. It is a new awakening to stay fit. It is a new dimension opening to reach your goal. This, I say and not any Swami from the spiritual world.
For, you are so lucky to receive words even from unseen or unwanted faces like me. When my heart races like a competitive racing machine, I do realise that I missed out to install any high performance components in it. Ah, Hans Zimmer, give it a break! I may miss out on what I have to convey and veer off course into what I am facing right now.
You may very well enjoy alone if it is merry-making. But, you are never alone in your suffering. Never. Even when you sleep, I stand guard. I am like NASA's Endurance. I take you into the night and bring you back to light, safe by dawn, neatly encapsulating yourself inside me. Now, you know how you get to sleep while I cannot. *Winks*
It is the greatest of all gifts to have the ability to conceal the most excruciating pain within oneself and just let out some insane imaginations instead. You taught this to me. I pursue to perfect it. Without that, I wouldn't be able to type all these with my hands so trembling out of weakness. Oh, I used to type so fast once upon a time, isn't it? *Nostalgic* Err...I apologise if you find it nauseating to think about me anymore.
For, I see how you have erased my presence from the page in which I am one of the early patrons. *Laughing at time* Ah, who cares about those pages anymore? I did it purposely. You reacted. That is what matters. Well, some posts do not make much sense if you just read through it. But, if you can live the scenarios mentioned in them, it may tell you something. This is one such post. Well, to do your up, jump and run, listen to "No time for caution" from Insterstellar. -rPhoenix
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