Hmmm... Nothing seems to be interesting me nowadays. Mood swings. Lack of interest. What else? The previous post was about pouring out, now it is about how I have not been able to find anything interesting. I went to get updates on topics like automobiles, gadgets, etc., But, not even one video I completed watching fully and not even one article was fully read. Now, I am with music. I feel like playing the songs at faster play speed. Which one should I choose? 1.5x or 2x? I rather close the jukebox and sit. To sit idle is like sitting on a hot stove now. So, here I am.
You have this uncanny ability to keep me on my toes, Babe. Seriously, every time I want to talk to you, you appear to be evasive. Every time you want to talk to me, it happens so easy. Only thing being, it does not end well. Either way, the urge to keep talking to you remains the same.
I know this is Love. It has happened on many occasion with you. Right from the start, when you were a little school girl to this day where you have grown up to become my Lady Love. Those days, I used to do this and that and take a peek at the screen to see if there is any message from you. Over the years, the only constant that has remained is my peeking. Oh, I know what you would say in our language with regards to that peek. *poking tongue*
My wallpapers are all about my photography and clicks from my Biking trips. Wait, did we say Biking trip? Aw, I want to go on that bike trip with you in the same way you described. Ahem ahem, I try to change the screen and there it is, a song that is our favourite. *playing yemaindho theliyadhu naaku from MCA* Alright, the song is done. Am I satisfied? No. I am playing our entire playlist altogether now. This is the uncanny ability Love has. Or, our Love to be specific because, I cannot speak on behalf of all the lovers. *Winks*
I close down my desk and try to relax and my phone appears out of nowhere. I pick it up and go through our moments one by one. Then, this urge to recreate and relive and create and live many more moments appears and I try to quietly place my phone on the desk and take a deep breath. Oh, why Babe? Why are they not letting us live our Life our way? *sighs*
Next in line is the routine eating and sleeping for the allotted 24 hours in a day. I pick up my plate and there is no interest in eating. *walked away from this post and returned after 30 mins* Now, the only thing that seems to interest me is you, Bubbles \(^_^)/. I am feeling so restless. Maybe this is something like the prawn mode for me. OMG! What chords did you strike during our conversation, I do not know.
Uff! I even tried to play the game you told me. I quit the game on all occasions and ended up losing coins. *playing Better by Ananya Birla* I guess your preparations have begun and I tried to catch up with you with regard to our task in hand. So, I approached my desk again to interact with few prospective contacts and I have been asked to wait until further notice.
So, listing out my options, they are like,
1. Pets- I kept staring at the aquarium for an hour and walked away
2. Garden- I sat and pruned the rose plants and started developing the money plant and then in few minutes I walked away
3. PC- I tried to watch movies, play games, looked at the photos and walked away soon
4. Phone- already mentioned above
5. Blog- This is the third post for the day, 2 made it to the altar, one deleted half way
6. Music- already mentioned above
7. TV- No interest to even switch it on
8. Now, no interest to compile this list
So, that is how it is for me right now. Where are you, Love? Conveniently you are keeping quiet. At least you got a chance to see me. If I had seen you, I would have been feeling a little better. In everything, you are at a better position, Bae. No debates here though. This restlessness is back. My beacon will be moving constantly from tomorrow for another week. I do not have interest to name this post nor to complete this fully. Bubbles \(^_^)/ -rPhoenix
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