There are lots riding on us. How much importance do others play in that is just a fraction when compared to how many lives are impacted by our actions. Be it negative or positive, the impact remains constant. Some people make us feel good and some make us feel bad. It could be in matters that connect us with ourself. In that way, you came in and made me feel connected with something that impacted me in many ways. Are we heading for a showdown here?
Remember those days when I never asked you anything? Because, I feared denial. Those days when you used to ask me for my wishlist so that you would get me as many of them as possible but still I kept quiet? Because, I valued your presence more than my wishlist. Then, Those cursed days when I used to feel so low on myself and how you used to tackle them? Alright, you now know the days am referring to. So, where are those days? Of course, the days have gone past. But, what happened to the cursed feel? Yes. That is the question we are here to address. And, what role did you play and how much impact has it had on my emotions? Here we go.
Remember those days when I never asked you anything? Because, I feared denial. Those days when you used to ask me for my wishlist so that you would get me as many of them as possible but still I kept quiet? Because, I valued your presence more than my wishlist. Then, Those cursed days when I used to feel so low on myself and how you used to tackle them? Alright, you now know the days am referring to. So, where are those days? Of course, the days have gone past. But, what happened to the cursed feel? Yes. That is the question we are here to address. And, what role did you play and how much impact has it had on my emotions? Here we go.
Your Love is the most precious of all possessions I have ever had. Your impact on me has been in such a way that I have lost all the curses and cursed essence I used to feel about myself, Bubbles \(^_^)/. What the entire world had imposed on me, you simply tore it off without any strain and all the stain I was described with irrespective of its authenticity, you simply made them vanish like the wizard's swish of the wand.
So, as the days went past, the cursed feeling went off. But, does that mean this is an everlasting change in me? Does it mean, irrespective of your presence or absence, this change would last? Actually, there lies your magic. You placed the pill of realisation towards this in this aspect so that I can learn better. Your magic, that miracle and your role and impact on me, everything you do for me, redefines Love every single time.
Babe, I am taking the wraps off to make it more clear to you. Yes, you have transformed me from "the living curse" to feeling so important and responsible that I am making this post here to describe how much is riding on me. You made me realise how many dreams I am accountable and responsible for. Today, I feel I have the responsibility to materialise the dreams of my loved ones, most of all, your dreams, our dreams. The journey was not a cake walk, I agree. But, the destination ahead as I see it with you is totally worth it.
Remember, the realisation pill I spoke of in the above mentioned lines? Yes. You did all these under one strong realisation element and that is, all this is possible only with you. You have given me the realisation that I am a mere nothing without you. You may step in and put up a desk to advocate against, and it may appear to be like a showdown, but the fact of the matter is, it is your modesty to behave alike and you do not like praises. That does not mean, I can wear the badge of your success.
A lot is riding on us. I feel responsible. With you, there is a world waiting full of Life. Without you, I can see how the curses bounce back on me. Everytime you take a break, the proximity to those curses shorten and even for that tiny moment of your presence, the curses simply vanish. So, calculating the distance these curses would maintain if your presence is constant, it is infinity and beyond. Likewise, the amount of Love and happiness in our Life will be infinity and beyond, Babe \(^_^)/ -rPhoenix
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