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I have been quite lame in few things of recent. In the way I have dealt with emotions or say, the flow of energy arising out of various emotions and the way I dump them has been subject to a lot of criticisim inside and outside of me. I should have channeled the flow in the right or justified way. The way I have spilled the beans seems to be tripping me over when we sit back and take a look at the mess I have left behind.

What is wrong with networking? Nothing. But, it is an art. And, he has a better knack at it. I should admit that first because I have made a lot of fuss about that. Not everything is right and not everything is wrong. It is better to find something right in every wrong. So, I have discussed about the right in the wrong he does. Yes, networking is an art. He is better at it. Maybe the way he talks about it could be discussed. But, it does not matter anyway.

What made me talk alike can be discussed. I have no issues with his networks or his ability. My problem was things did not go in my way. So, I poured out my frustration from that into the beaker of his networking. That is so wrong of me. I admit. When I just imagine how much efforts he would have put in to develop his network, I can understand better. Maybe his elevation has put him in a mindset that is probably sounding to misuse that network. Anyway, he does not know the actual truth yet. So, when the time comes, he will understand better.

If for one mistake he is so angry at me, imagine how good he will feel for all the good that we have between us for almost a decade?! Yes, that is why I know he will understand better when the time comes. I should have channeled my energies better. I will do it from now on.

In the due course of this learning, I have missed out on talking to you, I have ended up hurting you and this is like only adding more fuel to the fire. You seem to be in such a compressed chamber and I should have channeled my energies towards reducing the compression rather than adding more to it. I always find it so unfair because to commit a mistake there is a moment readily available but to compensate, time is not easily available.

Nobody means direct harm to anyone for no reason. It is just a mistaken identity for us right now. So, let us ride the tide and not be drowned by it. Ultimately, we are all one family and we cannot give more priority to such mistakes. It is time to channel our energies towards our togetherness that has been our forte. Not a very long post. But, a very important one for many reasons. -rPhoenix