Miss you my love...

................I close my eyes, it is the pain of distancing love; I open my eyes, it is the pain of over-strained eyes looking out for you...

I take a deep breath, it is the pain shooting in my head; I slow down my respiration, it is the pain in my heart...

The pounding that occurs inside is what i fear; the beat after that is what i hope to hear...

I stand too long to tire my legs unwilling to give away to be swept by the currents;  If i am to drown, why make me stand?...

I hum a verse true to our hearts, too weak that mine gasps a bit; too brittle, it scares to give away soon...

Shedding every drop i see my span recede; blood and soul shrinking in tune, i make my run- to reach you before late...

Once pronounced, your eyes can't reach mine though mine would live with you; Once pronounced, your smile can't let me sleep, neither your tears see me return...

I sit through the night looking deep into your eyes- radiating from those frozen moments, those eyes finally seem to guide me to you...

Whilst i seek refuge in you, it strikes with that excruciating pain which drains the life out of me...

I take a deep breath, it is the pain shooting in my head; I slow down my respiration, it is the pain in my heart...

Return! my love- give me life, Return! my life- give me hope; Revive! hope- let it unite our hearts; Relieve! let us relive this pain- until we find love take us to eternity...........

Oh! my love! Don't let me sink in this pain... The confusion to keep my eyes open or closed keeps me bothering, for, either of them pain but i don't know which one is worth living through till my last breath... Take me in your arms on that last breathing cycle where i shall inhale your scent and exhale my love for you to understand how much i held you inside- ultimately, giving away only after feeling your touch and reaching your heart's depths... The pain of suffering physical and mental pain combined with distancing your loved one is the price tag for the sum of all sins one commits... My sins were to see smiles everywhere, and, i have been awarded this punishment... Am i the molten metal undergoing structural perfection or the flesh being butchered at the meat shop?...