I want to voluntarily lay flat on the open sea, hands and legs stretched and relaxed and prepare to set afloat on this dream voyage for miles, days and months together until i feel like waking up and walking on land again. I want to drench myself completely in the water, let the water make my hair dance according to its tunes, let the water splash on my body, keep me wet and afloat all the time and continue this voyage until "the moment" arrives. I want to close my eyes and remain still and let my mind, body and soul drift slowly and steadily with the current into the never-ending oceans spanning this planet. I want my thoughts to dissolve in the open sea and gradually feel them get lost in the vast ocean. I don't want to be preyed and neither do i want to be the predator. I want to forget hunger.
I want myself to discover inner peace in the silence that will prevail thereafter. I don't want any dreams playing inside my head. I want to stay afloat, drifting endlessly irrespective of day, night, rain or cold. I would like to lose my senses and I want to close my eyes to refrain from knowing whether it is the scorching sun or the icy moon or the misty or stormy sea out there. I want to meditate in the sound of the water splashing against my body in the high seas. I want to relieve myself of pain. I want to breathe free. I want to dump everything. I want to put a smile from that moment onwards and remain in a state of hibernation.
I don't want noise. I don't want to hit land. I want to enjoy the feeling of floating. I want the feeling of serenity to surround me and keep me intact. I would like to retain consciousness to enjoy the entire experience so that i can relive the moments after i wake up to walk again. No music, no memories, no pain, no gain, no hunger, no sleep, no love, no life, no texts, no calls, no mails, no logins, no ID cards, no questions, no answers, no schedules, no money, no career, no dreams, no desires, no hurt, no expectations, no advice, no compulsion, no fake stuff, no nothing but just staying afloat and continue this dream voyage for a change. I want to enjoy every moment of this buoyancy- unwilling to sink and yet unwilling to think.
I want to take up this voyage to silence my mind, to relax my body and to rejuvenate my soul. I want to stay afloat to feel a lot lighter. I want to let the unwanted everything to bury itself in the mysterious ocean depths. I want myself to be reborn again. I want myself to be refreshed for the rest of my life. I want to wake up on the lap of my girl who would convince me to walk again or remain afloat unmindful of any happenings until she wakes me or till eternity.
I want to take up this dream voyage afloat... -r_Phoenix

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