Revelation...

I am here to make a revelation. I guess this post will never end. This is about my more than three decades of existence. I am not here to complain or lament. I am here to reveal, just that and nothing more or less. Of all that I have come across, of all that I have been subject to. I will take my time to add content. So, this post does not end with today. It will be a question and answer session with myself.

Let us start this. 

The trophy...

I am here for bragging rights. Yes, they are mine this time. All of them mine to be taken. What happens when you are at an all time low and when there is a New Year coming up and you do not want anything to go negative, no matter how irrelevant or trivial it maybe to your course of progress? I will tell you what happened couple of days back when I came across one such trivial or irrelevant, yet crucial incident for the upcoming New Year.

The ace...

It is just couple of hours into the New Year, 2019. I have a handful of lessons already coming into this year. At the stroke of midnight came the first lesson. With the year still having a lot more to offer, it is the entry with a lot from the previous year that is keeping the mind a little occupied. Until the stroke of midnight was an anxiety anticipating the birth of a New Year. Once the moment has gone past, it is amazing how we immediately go into packing our bags with all the lessons learnt so far in Life and mustering all the positivity for the year ahead.

The year that was...

Too many mood swings, too many moments of losing my temper, too much of impatience creeping in, maybe it might sound like too much to handle. The same is being reflected in my actions and words of recent, as days pass by without any progress. Or, really? This is the year end and as I audited the year that has gone past, there have been many missing links but the year has seen some progress. 

From questions to elsewhere...

There are unanswered questions piling up by the passing days. All of them have been having an everlasting impact in the resulting daily activities upon the self. These unanswered questions do not seem to be seeing answers before the light fades. Oh, what would it have taken except few words or gestures as answers, I ask. But, even that has now become another question and there is no guarantee for answers. In search of answers have there been many quests, most of them with empty hands than minds.

The voice beyond...

A month of silence, many months worth of effort and finally we stand staring at the moment's advance in just a matter of hours. Through doubt, belief, determination and focus has it been scripted thus far keeping distractions and disbelief at bay until this hour. But, the power of the fear element can throw everything far and create chaos in the upper chamber. If such is the power of that element, then imagine what is the power of the elements inside you that have been warding them off all these days? What is confronting you is one element. But, what has been holding strong are many elements, a unison perfected over a long period of time that nothing can stop you from now on.

Value of Life...

What is the value of a Life? I mean, in monetary terms because today money determines everything, isn't it? So, what is the price for a Life? Alright, Life is priceless. But, that is only for some. For people like me, it comes at a price. I did a recent math in this regard and I was totally shocked to find the actual price of my Life. These are anxious hours and with endless waits, all these thoughts do come to my mind along with the thoughts of the early hours. So, what is the actual price? Before we start, today's random quote says: "Virtue has never been as respectable as money"