No escape...

I have pain inside. It hurts a lot. It has no voice and hence it runs around hurting without being noticed by anyone. The pain is so intense that it disrupts breathing. It feels like a giant turbine sucking all the air in my lungs. It causes discomfort in the chest like some heavy weights pulling me down. An invisible force so powerful that it operates in every dimension I know of. There is no escape even after accepting reality....

The voice of the heart is so loud yet it goes unnoticed. Something I yearn and crave for has been carved out from my span. When the one whom I love is the one whom I am pointing fingers at, it shows my true identity of being the flame in the water. This pain can neither be extinguished nor face extinction. 

Having gone so far ahead in Life, these words might not make sense to you. Having numbed everything to show that fake smile is not what I had imagined for you. To reveal the extent of Love to your loved one is not wrong. For, the hearts are exchanged and they are conversing. Why restrict them? What joy does the mind attain in restraining the heart as a prisoner?

Punish me for as long as you like. The freedom in doing so shall count as my success. For, you are unable to utter a word against them but have all the freedom to fry me alive. But, punish me without pain because when in this tight rope walk, the last thing I want is a blurry vision. 

How merciless can you be can be debated rather than experienced. I see you point at the snare that caught you alive. Staying away during the days of prominence shows that you remember the promise that lives within. You never left. You just decided to pretend and the aftermath does not keep up your pretence. Remember, you are not the past tense. You are "the essence". 

Essere Shalu Girl...! \(^_^)/ 

-rPhoenix