Of all the beautiful creations we see all around us, there has been nothing close to equalling your beauty. I mean, you have seen a lot of my words asking about your silence. But, the beauty of the matter is, every time I ask you, the way you keep prolonging this episode of silence is simply unmatched. It just draws me closer and closer to you. When we get something in the first instance itself, there is no achievement or a sense of accomplishment in it. But, the more we yearn for something and the more we keep taking efforts to attain it, there can be no accomplishment superior to that.
Say, I have had this 'lorry' for 35 months till date out of which I had to spend a full month without seeing it or riding it. The amount of anxiety that went into the waiting game to see the 'lorry' was so high and unbearable. Now, this is for a materialistic luxury. So, imagine the anxiety that goes into waiting to hear from you or seeing you, Bubbles \(^_^)/
Am I complaining? No. I am actually describing my situation with relevance to a similar incident. Setting that aside, tonight I am sitting with a sense of anxiety as usual but there is also an increased sense of delight for something mutual between us. If you wonder what it is, ask yourself, Babe. *Winks*
As for your silence, it now opens a dimension in Life where a shadowy possibility has become more of a reality. I know that statement is a riddle if not explained. I mean, I can spend my days in deep thoughts about you without any doubt until you break your silence. To me, all that matters is to spend my time living true to my words. And, the more you maintain your silence, I will show you how I spend my time living in fond memories about you, with you and for you.
Alright, let us keep this episode of silence aside for sometime. I know every other paragraph has a mention of it. To bring some cheer to you, I have managed to bring two more rose buds to be presented to you in the upcoming weeks. Amidst all the things that we are undergoing, the only relief for me is witnessing these Roses bloom for you. With two plants getting ready for the blooms, I am still waiting to see the White Roses to bloom pretty soon. It is half past midnight now and I am sitting and typing from the Rose garden right now trying to spot a rose bud from the Yellow and White rose plants.
Bubbles \(^_^)/ , I live in this dimension of being with you. I like this feeling in a strange way. Yet, I Miss you. Any day, I Love You, Bubbles \(^_^)/ -rPhoenix
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