I wish I could rewind back and take your place. I wish I could go back and relive everything you felt, you dreamt, everything you lived, everything you wanted to live with me, everything and just every single thing. The difference between loneliness and being alone, the understanding between staying alone and feeling lonely, all those are simply not seeming to be sufficing what you are trying to push through my throat.
Could there be a better time for realisation than this night? Travelling and sitting back with thoughts about you, where is the need to hide and write in riddles about this pain? What is simply the need to even think about such riddles when the path I am taking is full of puddles reflecting the days we have come past.
Some days are so emotionally draining, like today. Should I mention how draining could the night be then? Some days are so filled with joy, they have been very few. Those are the days of staying closer to you than ever before. So, what is it like now?
As I sit by the window and watch everything go past me, the starry skies are seemingly staring into my crashing dreams. A dot here, a faint twinkle there, even the Moon is in its waning phase, appearing so carved out and lean. The artificial lighting that I see here and there on the surface is the positivity that I am injecting into myself.
What even happened in our Life is something I cannot come to terms with even now. Oh, why should it not be the other way? There is a thin line between jealousy and real feeling, my Lady. I have no reason to be jealous. But, I have a deep sense of feeling that tells me about what has happened and how it could have happened to make everything better for us. Jealousy is about something to destructively feel for/about others. But, I have neither of those.
With every passing minute, my mood gets better because I am inching closer to you. Our days of together forever are always secured. Instead of going back in time to live all that you wanted, I can look ahead for days where we will live it all together forever. Bubbles \(^_^)/ -rPhoenix
With every passing minute, my mood gets better because I am inching closer to you. Our days of together forever are always secured. Instead of going back in time to live all that you wanted, I can look ahead for days where we will live it all together forever. Bubbles \(^_^)/ -rPhoenix
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