The visit...

I am here. The place where I was born and brought up. But, there's a lot more meaning for today's visit. I have come here for a reason. Oh, just a reason? *triple winks* Err... It is not just a reason. I feel this is far more beyond that. I am here, Bubbles \(^_^)/. I am here for you.

And, I am sitting in this cafe where you spend your time with your gang. This is just for tonight.  I have a list of places to visit tomorrow. The very thought about visiting all those special places on the same day itself is making me choke my throat and yet, look forward to the day. 

If you are joining me, it would be a great pleasure. But, I have not heard anything from you. Anyway, I am not backing out of it. The visits will happen. I will document the experience later on. But, coming to the current moment, there is a lot of anxiety, a lot of impatience, a lot of visuals, a lot more of this and that. 

I wish you walk into this cafe right now and we can make the night speak a lot more than usual. I have come for you. Far from what they call home, far from the normal Life that others describe, riding to this place for the special hour, so eager to celebrate it in other ways but forced to sit here and live all those visuals in my own world. Hmmmmm....

By the way, I have ordered for you as well. As usual, in your absence, I will finish them myself. There's some music playing but I only hear your voice and your laughter and I can simply close my eyes and see how you do the observing, playing those pranks and everything you do while sitting with me. Ah, I purposely used to appear like taking the opposite seat and I simply love the way you ask me to sit near you. Such memories do make my heart pound so fiercely, partly in pain and partly in anger. 

I have nothing to brag about for having come here only for you. You may or may not welcome this. But, I am here. And, that is what matters to me. Yes, I know how you say that I think only about what matters to me. But, some day you will realise that it mattered to me but that was because, you matter to me the most. Let it be. I am not explaining it. You will know it soon. 

Oh, the time has come to start from here. Words will flow later, now is the time for emotions and for our hearts to speak in their own ways. -rPhoenix