Everyone needs someone at some point or the other in their Lives. Only one will be able to give the everything one needs. To me, it is you. Upon realising this, I gave my word and I stand by it till date. But, where are you, Bubbles \(^_^)/ ? Hey! I have so much to tell you but await to hear from you. Hey! You know my excitement. Don't you? I just cannot wait to tell you but the only thing that I have to do right now is to wait. Ah! It simply sucks. Bubbles, Bubbles \(^_^)/, hey! How are you?
My lady! My love! I have a song to play here. *Playing Irava pagala from Nerukku ner* Read further after checking out the lyrics of the song. Even if you know the song, just listen to it and then continue further. It certainly makes a difference. Make us all proud. It doesn't matter about our presence or absence, wherever we are, we will be hovering above you. Just ensure that you always make us proud. I have nothing specific but that was just one tiny favour you can do to me. *Smiles*
Hey! Do you remember all those looks, poses, clicks, smiles, words, moments? Of course, you do. When you recollect them, just tell me one moment when it struck so hard in you that I was not capable of keeping you happy throughout Life. I will wait to know the answer any day. Increasingly, I feel curious to get answers for certain questions from you. Sometimes, I just close my eyes no matter where I am and enact the scenes that would probably happen if I brought those questions to you and try to find out how you answer and what you answer.
Sometimes, I sit back and see how all these years had gone past ever since we saw each other to met each other to getting to know each other and celebrating each other and finally coming and sitting here in silence. I fill my ears with music to bring in all the noise but deep inside, the silence is so deafening that all this music is no match to this silence inside. Hey! Did you know? When you utter even a single word, that famed word "NO" for most of the questions or requests I place before you, that single word had so much power to nullify this deafening or deadening silence. *Playing Oru Poyyavadhu Sol Kanne from Jodi*
Sometimes, it is the exact first few lines from the first song I had asked you to listen in this post. And, most of the times, I feel like I can sustain with just one word from you right now even if it is a blaring lie as mentioned in the second song mentioned in this post. Is this a state of commonality for all those who are suffering alike? Or, is this also just to be dismissed as a coincidence? I have recently noticed that, whenever I come to type content here, my eyes just do not even blink. I seem to be sitting and typing as if I am possessed and my fingers just keep going on and on and my eyes just follow the cursor as I keep typing. Only when I do the proof-reading, I get to know what I have typed. *Phew*
It could be a state of insanity. It could be a state of deep thought. I do not know or do not wish to know. Right now, my patience is being tested the most and I keep learning day in and out as to how to be patient a little more further. Hey! How are you? I just god-damn need an answer to at least that. Even in the few minutes that I sleep, I suddenly wake up when my mind screams that question to you. Once awake, I hear voices asking "How are you Bubbles?". And, as my consciousness returns, the voices fade and I begin to consciously think about the answer to that question.
Few weeks back, completing few posts would take some effort to find the right words. Whereas, now it is so easy to fill words here aligning to what I have to convey without any effort. In fact, now it is a matter of trying to shorten the posts and try to convey in a concise manner because the words flowing are endless. Bubbles \(^_^)/, do you know how peacefully I can rest for once if you answer to just that one question? *Grins* If your results were fine and you got what you desired, I am sure you would have found yourself back on track. But, my concerns are circling the other side thinking about the "What if" questions about your results.
But, from somewhere in the thin air, I can sense and comprehend answers coming from your side. Our time will come. We will get to discuss better. For now, I would like to shorten this post and get some rest. Agreed? You may. But, my inside does not. Uff! Another sleepless night. Anyway, I am too lazy to find a suitable title for this post. *Winks*
Bubbles \(^_^)/ -rPhoenix
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