Not too far from me, there is a soul that is so restless to know about me. Everyday, every post, every visit, every update, the person wants to know it all. It appears as if the person is demanding me to keep writing. *Poking tongue* I am assured of one reader in this way. I am assured of a shoulder to bear my burden in a way. I am assured of your presence here. I can breathe quite relaxed because of that. And, who else can it be other than my own Bubbles \(^_^)/ ? *Smiles*
I know everything in and out as it has happened. If I do not understand you, who else will? Knowing, understanding, adjusting to each other is not new to us. We are always a pro at them. Hmmm... I wish I get to hear a hum from you, Bubbles \(^_^)/. It was almost four years ago when it was a new year's day and all of us were at the temple as one family. We made a visit to the beach then. It was so good. The start to that year was so good.
I do not know. I feel a great surge of emotions from within. This is actually a night before the trip. Although I am expected to be sleepless, there is no excitement or anxiety about the trip. Instead, there is so much thoughts being processed and queued up inside my head about you. So many questions, so many riddles, but, with just one visit, you make it all vanish. Your presence here is more than a means of sustenance for me. Neither food nor sleep gives me this energy. Your presence, a mere gift from the heavens, brings in a feel of content, a sense of relief, even if it is brief.
So beautiful, it is. It feels like we are inseparable. We are united beyond births and deaths, beyond belief, beyond any dimension, beyond our brief grief, beyond boundaries. Your presence, becomes the essence of Life. The elixir, I should term it. But, this is not enough. We cannot be like this forever. To our own betterment, we should win over the barriers. We should emerge as one, as one heart, one soul.
I know you went to bed without a single word from me yesterday. In your busy and boring classes, you might have not felt it much. But, when you sit back after a hectic day, I wonder what goes inside your mind? What thoughts do you get? What memories do you recall? What feelings you undergo? I wish there was a way to know that. I have a couple of trips to do. Every time I am on the highway, I do not feel far from home, as far as I see you here. I offer you what best I can. I know you do the same.
When in peril, I can see you guide me towards safety. When in doubt, I can sense you asserting my beliefs. When I feel restless, I can simply hear your words. Bubbles \(^_^)/, you have kept me wondering as to how you do all these? Am I able to do any of these magic to you? Do you feel anything alike? Or, if it is something different, will I get to know about the same? Hmmmm...
Just like four years ago, I am likely to make a visit to our favourite temple. Back then, I rode along with you. In a couple of days, I am making the trip. I will have a lot to look for during the trip. As mentioned, I will attempt a new way of making a post here by updating as and when I take a break. I wish to see you there surprising me at the temple. During our last visit, I welcomed you all there. Can you do it this time? *Winks*
With uncertainty covering most of my vision, I hope to add as much words as possible here for you just in case I do not make it back home from any of these trips. Give me something tomorrow. Give me something to cheer about. Give me anything you wish but make sure I can find it. I need something from you. For my previous Birthday, you had delivered me a surprise. Well, what is it going to be this year? *I wonder* Alright, I am making a quick outing now in the 'lorry' to be 'highway-ready' for the trip which starts in a couple of hours. Nice to see you sleeping well nowadays unlike those nights before results where you were roaming the dark hours. Bubbles \(^_^)/ -rPhoenix
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