Indebted...

There is hope. And, hope is dangerous for people like me. For, hope lets everyone breathe further. Well, I have to breathe as long as I clear my debts to few people. I see God's cunning hand in always keeping me with some debts so that I will not take the plunge into the after-life. I do not have the mindset to look into anyone's eyes right now for where I stand in my Life. I do not meet people, I do not talk to anyone, I am simply not connected anywhere. I do not know what I am here for. But, I have to ensure the debts are cleared to keep my name intact.

The force within...

I lay in wait, keeping my voices and actions at an all time low, trying to stay quiet until my time arrives. You seem to be occupied with the task in hand, little did I know that my task in hand would be to be on the lookout for you. Well, if I had known this in advance, I would have not let you slip through.

A generic note...

For every life I have come across, I hold a sense of responsibility to be there and make sure they are in safe waters. Dragging along a huge pile of memories, Life is not worth it if you do not stand for those who presented themselves for you when it mattered. When this began, I did not have any tailing memories and it seemed easy. But, as years pass and you accumulate more such lives and memories, the going gets tough. 

Inconsiderate...

It is good to see everyone happy and feeling satisfied with their Lives. Equally they are responsible, oh let me correct it. Equally they should be responsible and accountable. But, what I see is they are all completely irresponsible and do not feel any sense of accountability. Neither has there been a word of regret for their actions. But, what is expected out of me is total compliance in whatever I am deemed to be responsible and accountable. Come on, give it a break. Do not keep overfeeding me with this hatred. When I throw up, it will be a mess. 

Panic...

A sense of panic has set in. It has come with a lot of fear never seen before. But, I cannot give in to these fears. There is a new development. It has been several days and nights now. It was not like this till date but the latest development is keeping me anxious and incline towards panic. Why, Babe? Why and what is happening? I am a lot worried now. 

My Lady...

My Lady, my Babe, my Bae, my Bubbles, my Ladio, my Love, my Life, my everything, you are just one package for me. Err... Package does not always mean an object. This package I am referring to... Oh, I know that you got it. Alright, what is it that makes me revolve around you all the time? Oh, my time is calculated based on the revolutions I complete around you. *winks*

My travel...

I like to travel. But, all the more I like to drive or ride. Rather than being a mere passenger, what has always been my area of interest since childhood is to be in the driver/rider seat. There is no fun if you have to just sit idle and travel. I would rather not travel at all. Well, I agree that not everyone likes to drive or ride. And, just as I respect those who prefer to be mere passengers, I would be respectful to only those respect my preference equally. As for the rest, I am giving you a fishing rod to go and fish for yourself.